Eliza

[Eliza]

From family who lost someone and my own…leprosy / road kill skin episode that I went through where I looked like a bloated whore corpses found in one of those corny murder detective shows here is my safe wisdom:

1. Yes to what Erin says

2. Yes, the more you put on it / the more it’s trying to adjust

3. Do what feels good – your body is asking you politely (yes, eczema is politely asking psoriasis and Morgellons start to be rather rude interruptions…)

But itchiness is a whole level of hell that I truly send my heartfelt condolences and most empathetic sentiments. Itchiness will bring the strongest, toughest man to his knees. So say my friend, the merchant marine who captains the biggest ships on the world lives in the wilderness and hunts when he is off duty. When I was dealing with my skin stuff he said that chiggers left him crying on the floor of his bathroom in the shower for an entire day. Lol not funny. But…I mean…you’ve got to laugh at how freaking annoying and embarrassing rashes are. So…

Yes please do what your skin wants and do not be embarrassed! Nobody cares! Most people have had a rash in their life and they actually like you more and send you healing vibes! Go to the beach! Swim in the ocean…get into the sunlight! Take naked ice baths in the back yard…Sit in a field at a concert in shorts – do whatever feels good in the world. Itching alone at home in the darkness is not a healing strategy.

So that’s my 2cents. I wish I could give you a big flaky hug!

[Eliza]

And the MVP award Alpha-VP award definitely goes to this gem! Thank you!!!!!! I couldn’t figure out how to learn about GNM. Amazing! And just in the Knick of time when one of my dearest friends has (not surprisingly) hit the wall with his cancer diagnosis and treatment through the allopathic medical system. He is a surgeon and I’ve been wary of giving him the right resources without scaring him away as a devout Christian and medicinal military industrial complex lifetime member. I’m starting with The New Biology clinic and then as I familiarize myself with this incredible resource that you shared (and he finds a terrain / dark field microscopist in person local specialist for live blood analysis). Now, his cancer is rather specific to a specific kind of radiation that specific fighter pilots got from the specific chair they sat on in specific planes…with you guessed it: specific radar scrambling emitting black boxes below their seats. Whooops! But honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if the Men that had persistent issues in this area didn’t also have a rooted emotional trauma of the same variety AND also be putting their healing power outside of themselves in the hands of people, machines or God rather than believing that they themselves can (and currently ARE) doing the work to heal – aka healing crisis. I mean: god wants you to use what your mama and god gave ya’ – the body is doing the work to heal the trauma so get on board, man!

[Eliza]

I’ve been following along and thinking of you throughout. She is so astoundingly beautiful (and radiating health / despite this terrifying healing crisis) and she made it out of a hospital still of our realm – so she has two big wins..actually three because you are an amazing brother, Michael. What a healing she is embarking upon! You know…I’ve not had experiences with castor oil compacts but I do feel like amandha vollmer‘a website must be such an amazing resource for a situation like this. I feel like she aught to be able to help / especially understanding a female body…I know it’s tricky timing with Music and Sky for our non-resident doctors to help. I just have a feeling that as dire as this seems (I actually can’t believe how worthless the hospital was! The programming is still so engrained…) so many of us have looked as though we were road kill at one point (speaking for myself) with lesions and been so weak…and yet we came out better on the other side. It’s a scary visual but sometimes a necessary experience. As long as she stays calm with good visualizations and a bit of ommmm and trusts the process – she truly will be ok when all of this is resolved…and maybe even find a good dark field microscopist! This is one of those times you wish that you had some kind of ionizing bath filled with alkaline primal spring water for her to just sit in and release everything out of every pore. I hope that she is getting plenty of cuddles against her body and assurances that she is ok. I really feel for you. You are doing a great job though.

[Eliza]

I mean …. A poet and artist …. Surely such a request goes against the laws of art but perhaps not magic …

And Kev – my poet brother who always has so many funny similarities (we must be related – 😉 I think that you could whip up just about any Villanelle, vegetable, miracle or machine that anyone asks of you!

[Eliza]

Kev – I love this! You are an amazing blogger “content creator”! This is probably exactly what I should focus on this summer. This kind of food – I mean – not content creation 😉 haha – thank you for these instructions.

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[Eliza]

I second that 🙂 yes Kev – any writing projects that you start…I’m eagerly anticipating and encourage whole heartedly! And james – wow! You >>>pulled-me-in!>>>>Funnily enough…I was feeling just like the girl in the story yesterday and discussing it with someone .I’m the kinda’ person who is very friendly – or I’ll catch someone’s eye and can sense it…and I have to be careful because they can end-up sorta’ lurking around hahah. I can feel their eyes on me but I don’t engage. I also rarely have interjected when I be heard people gossiping about me…it even happened at confluence haha with the whole drunken crazy guy nightmare overbearing someone in the campground talk about having met me the night before. I don’t ever clarify or engage…I just sort of float by like a ghost. It’s a bit mischievous if I’m being honest. Don’t tell me she didn’t know that the writer was eating took many shrimp cocktails! Hahaha and this isn’t just with “strangers”…

Even Jed! Haha we met on a ski slope on the Nevada site of Tahoe and he thought that he was slope-stalking me! As if it would take me that long to fix the setting of my bindings. 😉 I got a winter cabin (shared Craigslist room share with a random girl) while working in sf to Tahoe with a picture in my mind of why I was going to be living in Tahoe and what I wanted…and then he just smiled on past me and I thought: well, that was fast. Years later, he said he was proud of himself because he’d “lapped me” (been so fast at skiing that he caught up to me still slowly riding like a girl – hehe) and we just ended up on the same lift…due to his athletic prowess and keen eye.

A decade later and I hope he doesn’t regret “catching” this fish. Hehehe

I was pulled into your poetry from the beginning and had to read it to the end, james. It was enthralling and exciting.

[Eliza]

Awesome info, ladies – thank you!

For hair: innersense – it makes your hair so healthy and it is very clean! (Not that my hair currently is any indication – you’ll have to take my word for it.) The lightening one really works, btw. Overall, you will notice immediately how much healthier and stronger your hair is..and that it’s clean. (I mean..if you want salon quality – and don’t have the luxury of bathing in the great state of Jefferson primal waterfall…which is obviously the best way to cleanse your locks 😉 https://innersensebeauty.com

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[Eliza]

Spring cleaning 🧹 but it…won’t let me delete…so I’ll leave this cool calendar…

[Eliza]

New level of transmutation heartwarming vibes unlocked! Library update: piles of books have become a bit overwhelming and what materialized? A dear friend hooked me up with some antique maple bookshelves from the public library (from the town where my parents worked, where I went to school) are being donated! 6 feet long, solid maple? And they will roll to the sides of the room during events! 🙂 the library is the “Goodnow” – talk about new meaning for the name. I can’t wait to watch someone browse through the cozy space and accidentally flip through a book in (true) science section… only to realize that viruses don’t exist! I’ll keep a few of my old scientism books peppered-in with plenty of marginalia.

[Eliza]

The pesto looks delicious and yes, I’ve been intrigued by sassafras- I thought it was a bark based original fermenting ingredient for root beer…

[Eliza]

@maryschurr In the immortal words of @alfawarrior ”get your feet in the dirt…Mother Nature is your best teacher! Sometimes I feel off when I’m extra irradiated and need to ground.

@Kev There ain’t nothin that a laugh in person with a friend, a good low ommmm and some fasting won’t get moving towards release. Also: 8-9 hours of sleep a night is actually the best…I do my best work when I’m asleep? hehe

Kev: trusting the healing process…you will be stronger and better for it. I’ve literally been where you are at. The worst is when you physically isolate yourself because you don’t want to like show your rash (or whatever – that was my situation) in public. I’m only able to begin this journey now after putting in a few years of pure medical and emotional misery! But trust me: nothing lasts forever. You definitely can release and move onto your next phase and heal physically and emotionally.

regarding the private library project: I have added 4 more members! The thing that is amazing is that they are like Alfa Vedic level intelligence and health. I never spot people out here like that…in the wild. Haha One guy runs an IT company whom I met (actually was showing him qortal and trying to have a few questions answered said: you are such a a kind person! You know who you and Jed should meet – they are so much like you…here is their company…let’s all get together. (The IT guy is married to an amazing woman and has an adorable three year old – and boy does he know his stuff!)

Note: moments before meeting the IT guy of been crying – actually – I was so overwhelmed and saddened dealing with more issues with the homestead/coop property – but I’d made the decision that everything happens for a reason and to chose a “parallel reality”..and boy was I rewarded. Apparently Joeci and I are going to be like bosom spirit animal similar! Hehe now…technically they aren’t members YET…but apparently there is no way these artist, backyard chicken, spiritual, entrepreneurs won’t be fast friends with us! Helping them improve our community is meant to be (they are very active in Lunenburg). https://younameitma.com

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[Eliza]

Well – I don’t think I’ve affected anyone quite like that – I just don’t interject if I hear gossip. In life, I’ve not always put in the work to clarify things with people – even if I know that they don’t understand a situation. I feel acknowledging this and changing my approach is part of the Living Law and sovereignty learnings that I hope to embody.

Now, when it comes to people “eying me” – I have definitely started making more eye contact and saying hello. It is much more fulfilling than flitting-by like a moth.

Jed is totally the calmer energy of the guy in this story whereas I am always moving. The reason our meeting was so interesting was because he was the first random (non-work) friend that I’d made in the mountains. I went out there specifically to find my roots (mountains, snowboarding and an East Coast kinda’ guy). He just happened to be from the town next to mine: I was from Sudbury and he was from Concord….so after working on the mountain the following year and sharing a ski house…we moved back to the East Coast to get our financial acts together and spend some time with family. It was just funny that the one guy I met / the first guy – happened to be from a few miles away from home.

Now: auspicious author of this magical poetry. Would you be able to write one that spells out the future? I’m hoping that Jed and I move to Europe and he focuses his masonry on fixing a crumbling medieval stone castle! A gypsy France / Italy / Spain sort of romance part two? Maybe if I read the poem as he is falling asleep..heheh…it will be like a spell! 😉

[Eliza]

Wow, Sarah – I feel like you are a war journalist. It’s so great that you documented this gauntlet to warn us against engaging with this system in the future. Prevention really is the best medicine…going into these places and being faced with the propaganda signage alone (@kev) is so…jarring, harmful? I don’t know the words… and forces one to constantly sort of disassociate from the cognitive dissonance of the situation. Honestly, at this point, the doctor is actually doing a service because she is warning you off from her horrible “care” – Sitting in those rooms, scheduling those appointments…getting that feeling in your gut that is telling you “.get out of here now – they don’t respect you and won’t help you…” – I feel like we all have had to break up with an abusive, toxic narcissistic relationship that is the allopathic medical model. I really hope you can find someone to help you with your knee though so you can discern what your body is trying to show you! I wonder if there is a gnm association too….

[Eliza]

Challenge accepted! That seems like the easiest part of all. I’d love to see what you’ve designed, Sarah! 🙂

[Eliza]

Hey ya’ll – I just found this discussion and I’d listened to the Lyme alfacast a while back…just figured I may as well record my personal experience with Lyme here – since it’s more common I think where I come from:

toward the end of high school years one day in the summer I was alone in my yard and realized there was a tick right in the middle of my throat – like where an Adam’s apple is. I pulled it off,

Didn’t have anyone to mention it to and I literally forgot all about it. Then a few (months? I am purposely forgetful with numbers, dates – especially ages 😉 later I was in Oregon at this snowboard training camp with mostly boys and really just ignoring the fact that my throat had the bullseye where I’d been bittem and my throat was getting more closed up with swollen glands…and I did not want to do anything about it…”I just wanted to ride man!” Haha but my Coach tricked me and told me that we were going to hit a kicker further down the park…but then told

Me that he was driving me to the hospital. Inreally liked my coach so I went along with his trickery and the hospital visit was as traumatic and ridiculous as it is for a young female alone surrounded by a bunch of slightly older male medical students. (No female nurse in the room and they had to check for ticks – thoroughly – despite the fact that I’d told them that I’d pulled only one off a few months before…sigh…) they sent me

Home, I took antibiotics for just a week or two…and forgot all about it again. Then a few years ago I had a really bad skin situation – “morgellons” – don’t really know if it was related although the doctor that diagnosed it (I’d not heard of morgellons) said that women my age who hsd Lyme disease – are like the most common patients…so I dunno ?‍♀️ certainly getting bit by that one tick had a very specific set of symptoms. In my case I literally was oblivious and a tomboy – so I don’t feel like I was falling for any hype. so with morgellons and with the Lyme situation it was really awkward because nobody knew what to do about it…and I was literally funneled and shuttled into different treatments without taking any agency or listening to what my

Body was trying to tell me. Both times I was pretty “ill” but neither time I wanted to take antibiotics..but then the antibiotics did seem to work…

Funnily enough a guy I worked for had long haul lyme (chronic Lyme I suppose) lol and I actually found for him within my company directory (a law firm network in nyc) a really expert Lyme disease specialist and he took all sorts of antibiotics and drugs for so many

Months – trying to kill off different things over the course of like a year…he was a really healthy dude who didn’t drink alcohol and ate all organic food. He really felt Ike his jaw and other things had changed since he got Lyme disease…

I suppose it could be a “bio weapon” – but now I wonder – could I have just “ommmm-ed away the symptoms?” I was bitten again last year and sent it to a lab and the test came back “no Lyme” and I put Gentian Violet on the spot right away…as my little personal doctor ?‍⚕️ step (something i made-up through trial and error but it worked pretty well for the morgellons lesions –

Whatever that was….)

Lyme certainly is one of our big mysteries! I think that Dr. Cowan recently said that no spirochete was ever found/isolated…but I guess…I never really felt in my heart a discernment that Lyme was a spirochete. It was just another of the myriad of things that I was prescribed doxycycline for throughout my life. At this point if I show more skin symptoms of something in a decade I’m just going to assume that’s doxycycline withdrawal cuz my biological development from such a young age has been inextricably intertwined with that one antibiotic – we just live in harmonious balance like those animals nesting in plastic refuse at the. Ottom of a coral

Reef! Not ideal – but I guess…mind over matter?! Perhaps figuring out what the heck doxycycline is made out of is a good first step to getting to the bottom of this…what it’s modeled off of in nature even…

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