Interchange of Encouragement

[Eliza]

Are near you right now. Here is a synchronicity / coincidence / encouragement that I wanted to share in the hopes that it will inspire you. All of the positive encouragement (and piles of books) pushed me to create real community. After settling on the first stage being some kind brary / club / truthanaeum (play on words from Athanaeum) I mentioned it to someone at a flower shop down the street from my house when she mentioned chemtrails … but who could have know all of the other little connections….

Discussion

[Kev]

It’s true — allies all about us.. The natural world and our fellow man are *not* the enemies we were programmed to believe it.. You’ve been one of my best allies in recent memory, Eliza, and plugged in and propped me up when I needed it so badly — a heart of pure sparkling crystal and mission driven for a better world.. Keep it up, sister!

[Eliza]

Awww!!!⚜ wanna’ know the latest? New member vlog moment (exciting, almost drive off the road haha) @ Thank you for your message. And thank you bro!!!! 😉

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[Kev]

Hahahaha.. so was that you talking about the woman you met at the flower shop talkin’ ’bout chemtrails??

[Eliza]

The video was a moment talking about the new woman that I’d met that day who wants to be a founding member of the private library. She wears a mask, loves reading and is very sweet.

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[Kev]

Oh my.. the library sounds like a great project to organize and bring people together.. ?

[Eliza]

Thank you so much @Kev ? I’m workin’ on some merch…almost ready for printing on some clothes that I already have..and when I say I AM – Jed my champ did it! I’m hoping that by wearing this I’ll find other terrain peeps…it has gotta’ be subtle ‘round these parts… but for a private library…book referencing (bechamp or Pasteur) seems just chill and intelligent enough to avoid detection.

• This reply was modified 1 year, 1 month ago by  Eliza.

[Kev]

Oh that’s so cool!.. I’ve been imagining designing and selling t-shirts for *years*, but simply haven’t pursued it.. would love to find a local screen-printer working out of his basement or whatnot (as opposed to using an online printing service, which is impersonal and offers no chance of quality control).. I worked with my brother in his screen-printing side gig years ago.. I did the graphic design.. we were going to launch an online t-shirt business (as at that time he was only printing jobs for someone else), but it didn’t take off (for various reasons).. I put up a website using a template and I did all the shirt designs.. It was fun, and it was a taste of how much I love that sort of thing.. But, life does its thing, and it never became a big priority, so haven’t jumped in.. just ideas that fleet through my head, especially during the retardedness of covid.. Eh.. But I love it, because I like concocting messages most wouldn’t understand too much, and its a vehicle for my subversive streak.. Lol..

[Sarah Rivkin]

I have a graphic design background too and have several t-shirt designs. I can’t figure out the business part at all. The online drop shipping platforms are frustrating for several reasons. How many samples needed to order to see the right quality and fit. Extremely low cut for designers. And where to actually sell them. Not Etsy. 😕

So I gave up on that venture. 😕

I need a business manager to help with all my creative talents. 😬

[Eliza]

Challenge accepted! That seems like the easiest part of all. I’d love to see what you’ve designed, Sarah! 🙂

[Eliza]

I’ve actually never liked the idea of merch until i thought of LandoUniversity haha – @barre – designers I’ve hired for projects always wanted me to use their studio screens / presses…but I was never interested. Jed lettered the vehicles for Concord Stoneworks with a print shop down the street and we are going with them because he said they seem like cool guys…so that’s fun – there is that cool bro energy I’m hoping to embody! Haha – yes, yes – get out there and do whatever you want do! Your gifts are plenty and too good not to share. It feels SO good to just do business with people in your community. Scratch that itch haha made me some dope lando u hoodies, bro. I’ll trade

[Eliza]

[Kev]

That Code of Ethics is pretty much all of it, that which I live by, or at least constantly reminding myself or checking myself.. Can’t really read it though on my screen as my brain checks out these days when I try to read words.. gonna download and try to focus on it at some point.. ?

[Eliza]

Actually I sent the wrong one – I agree with that stuff though – but there is an even better one that I’m hanging at the library – ps saw the girl smile today – she has to wear a mask she said because of where she is placed at the store I guess – or something… pps pulled member number 4! Including me – he wants to go hiking with me to forage and….look! He is a convert (and this story is amazing…I have to write a book at this point I think.

[Kev]

Wow, you’re like collecting people locally now.. that’s awesome.. I ain’t got shit here except a madhouse of maskers obsessing over themselves, justice, and climate change, and advertising their virtues.. Lol.. (that’s all in good jest, by the way, if it’s not obvious)..

Endoscopies are retarded.. They just want to find something to slap a label on, and that’s it.. no conversation about causes or solutions or rectifying the situation.. Years ago, when I was poisoned big time by Harma drugs, I couldn’t eat or even swallow water sometimes when my stomach and gut became painfully inflammed.. The proposed solution?? — an endoscopy to see if they could find something to slap a label on.. oh, and they’d “cut out” anything that looked “abnormal”.. No thanks, no thanks, and no thanks.. I have an idea — how about stop poisoning people with Harma drugs that wreck the digestive system (and then deny you did so and take no responsibility)??

[Eliza]

Truth! But there is a typo..pretty sure you meant to say rectum-finding.

[Kev]

I went to a clinic recently to see a new “provider”, and the first thing she did when she entered the room was introduce herself by name, point to herself, and say, “..and my pronouns are she and her”.. and she did so in a tone and inflection like I was a damn 4 year-old that didn’t understand and I needed to be spoken to in baby talk.. That’s Portland.. Effing insane.. It’s like that virtually everywhere here now.. Not to mention allopathy is the biggest farce ever on the face of planet Earth, and these people walk around so proud of themselves, like they’re heroes or something, doing you a favor.. real hot shit they are.. Lol.. (forgive the bombs.. Lol)..

Second time I went in I was given a sheet to fill out “demographic information”.. It turned out to be 3 pages of different categories of gender and sex and sexual positions and all this madness.. And I did what I did the first time, I didn’t fill out shit and just handed it back to the [masked] receptionist (who got annoyed that I didn’t play along with their bullshit).. Lol.. (Again, forgive the bombs).. And again, that’s bloody Portland.. These people are malfunctioning robots at this point, without any soul connection at all..

I have the mind to start making up sub-categories of sub-categories of this or that — identity labels — and make it completely ridiculous, and insist I be referred to as these categories.. Haven’t come up with anything yet, but it’s funny to think about.. My buddy Jeremiah posted on Facebook: “I want to let you all know that I’m coming out as Transparent.. and my pronouns are who? and where?”.. I died..

Don’t know why the fraud of allopathy sent me down this rant.. Ha!

[maryschurr]

? I would be frustrated beyond belief if this happened to me, but your description of it all is still funny. It shows what a looney tune crazy house mainstream medical has become. Lord help us if we get into an accident, but it is said that is what they are actually good at. I hope I never need to know!
Sending you a hug and hoping you were able to vent away some of the nonsense!

[Kev]

Thanks for the hug, Mary!.. I can feel it — so much comfort.. Oof, I had a rough day with this long-term emotional-trauma purging I’m going through.. Today was a day of rage and frustration in which I let loose a few times — wrecked my vocal chords, and hence the rant about allopaths.. Got another appointment with my kinesiologist in three days and I’m feeling poised for a good connection and release of whatever comes next.. I’ve been sooo out of sorts recently, at times completely confused, unable to focus on anything, dizzy, unable to read, exteeeemely moody and irritable, being irritated by every last little thing, which can launch me into bawling my face off or raging, wanting to break shit.. Lol.. And as I’m come to understand — they’re not symptoms, they’re indicators, and part of the process of setting things back in order..

But also — for a while I’ve known why I’m so frustrated and irritated.. It’s because I’m not doing anything I *want* to be doing and what I feel compelled to do, in terms of life mission.. I’m extremely ambitious, and being stuck like this is very frustrating, like I’m a caged animal with no control or guidance on my life.. Jeez, give me 5 acres of land and watch what freakin’ happens.. I’m soooo beyond ready to bounce into action in the biggest way..

Another big positive note today is that I’ve finally started to get a new and better understanding on one of the “chronic conditions” I have and how it’s a complete farce and a lie.. I knew that, but I was stuck, and no one, I mean no one, was providing insights, and have barely been scratching the surface.. I found new information I need and I can already see how I can reject anything allopathy says about it (lies) and then know how to work through it.. It’s not at all what the official story is..

But I’ll stop there.. I’m starting to write a treatise……………… ?

[maryschurr]

@Kev I’m so glad you are finding the issues yourself! We know more about ourselves than anyone else. They (our issues) are often waving and dancing at us, but somehow there is so much going on in life and the symptom language doesn’t always translate well!

As to feeling out of sorts, I certainly have for several days to a week. Could it have anything to do with all the skies, programs, and “cosmic” sort of things going on? I’m on edge, almost fearful, and jumpy as can be. Not my usual self. Maybe, I need to look at my transit report or something. Anyhow, just a thought to pass along in case it could be part of or adding to your emotions. If so, hopefully it will be moving on soon.

Hang in there! These hardcore lessons will shift I am sure.

[Kev]

Oh yeah Mary, what I’ve been going through is exactly what I need to be going through.. This is purging and release and definitely not something I need to “go see a counselor for”.. Can you imagine?!.. Lol.. But it’s true, at times I’ve questioned it because it has been so rough & bumpy..

This all accelerated about 2 months ago when my kinesiologist facilitated a release for me, which has continued daily for the 2 months, bawling my face off everyday, or raging, and feeling into everything that comes up, including the old programs and feelings of helplessness and victimhood, and not having my own power.. And as my life these days reflects those old feelings in many ways, that’s what’s made it so challenging — I’ve felt so helpless, thinking that I’m lost and stagnant and not making progress.. but, it’s quite the opposite..

I saw him again today for another session, and he was right on the same page with my process, because he knew what it was going to be, and so not at all surprised with my report — he knew how it would go.. The man is so attuned, and it has been almost unbelievable to have met him.. I was telling him about the purging and the bawling and the rage, and he also confirmed that he’s noticed a lot of folks going through the same thing, just as you, and also mentioned it might be part of a larger astrological transit period.. Funny that.. And yes, as well, in all this, my old anxiety disorder has made an appearance recently as well..

Just an example of how he’s a magic man — during today’s session, he found lodged in my field an intense trauma at the age of 25 involving my mother.. Damn, oh damn, did that open a door.. I have been meditating on that very thing very intently recently, processing my mother’s own trauma, and coming to understand it, and the life she lived, and facing the very real nastiness I treated her with for my own perceived hurts and abuses from family.. On my bus ride home after the session, I dove into that very specific memory at the age of 25, and it was a potent one, very much representative of my own abuse on my own mother, and damn, I started bawling right there on the bus.. It was brilliant and fulfilling.. Damn, he’s a magic man.. Lol..

Okay, that’s today’s chapter in the book.. Lol.. G’night Mary.. Thanks for you support.. Sending sine waves of love n hugs your way.. ?

[maryschurr]

Sounds like an major emotional detox if there is such a thing. I feel for you with all you are going through. I guess that is what “shadow work” is??? What would you call shadow work? I hear it used so many different ways.

It sounds like a bumpy patch for sure, but thank goodness you have a good guide to help you along and facilitate all this. They are hard to find!

❤

[Sarah Rivkin]

I knew Portlandia is even worse than Seattle.😆 Going along with the gender bs has gotta be the final nail in the coffin of the fraudulent medical system.

A doctor refused to see me this past January. My insurance changed and when I called to make an appointment with a doctor that happened to have a cancellation that afternoon instead of over a month out for new patients by any doctor, that was even taking any, I checked their muzzle policy and was told it’s optional. I hadn’t noticed a sign on the door stating otherwise when I entered the building.

At the reception all the receptionists were happily muzzled behind their humongous computer screens which faced back to any potentially “infectious” patient. That’s in addition to the plexiglass psychological abuse barriers with a sign requesting to speak where the barrier is, not at the opening. 🤣 And the face diaper requirement. I was asked to put one on and I refused saying I can’t and don’t wear those. I called and was told it’s optional, and had not seen the sign on the door.

I was called right away and taken back to the examination room by the assistant. She tried to get me to wear one too. I refused again but she didn’t push it.

She asked me what my preferred pharmacy is and I said none. Then she asked me where I get my medications from, which I had already said, I do not take any. I told her from the forest. THEN the doctor came in with her pink face diaper on. Same muzzle drill, but very persistent asking me if I brought one with me if I don’t want to inhale the microplastics in their blue ones as I stated. I said no, I don’t wear ANY of them. She outright and rudely refused to see me. I left, stating (to the stunning black doctor who could be a model easily) that it’s discrimination, and probably illegal to refuse treatment. Mind you I wasn’t even sick per se. I had been having knee issues and wanted to get more information on what may be the cause, with imaging perhaps, to better care for them MYSELF as I’ve been doing with decent success compared to the start of it. What happens when someone comes in with a sore throat?!!! They can’t be examined with their face covered.

Naturally, AFTERWARDS I later thought of asking her that and how if her diaper protects her from me, and me from her, why would I also need one? I consider these to be the most successful PLACEBO devices ever thought of by those desiring to manufacture fear and divisiveness among us. At least now it is obvious who stands where, and who is willing to take a stand.

It’s all always been a test of CHARACTER.

[Kev]

“LOL” under pronouns!.. 😂

Seattle-Portland are so nuts.. These used to be seemingly nice places.. Portland, when I moved here, was relatively anti-establishment, non-conformist, non-compliant, etc.etc… and people were really nice and pleasant.. Even those who were in that anti-establishment vein are now subservient and going along with the BS.. But millennials and GenZ were indoctrinated from the get-go.. All the mask-wearers now are 20-something wokers.. It’s always the same kind of people..

A couple other things I didn’t mention about this new clinic I started going to, in addition to the allopath talking to me like a 4 year-old that doesn’t understand that she is a “she”.. The initial paperwork involved 3 pages of gender categories and sex bullshit, and I thought, WT?.. I marked “N/A” or “Decline to answer” on all of it.. Should’ve not been so nice about that and wrote something obnoxious.. Lol.. On my second visit to the clinic, the receptionist gave me a form and said they missed some “demographic information”.. and it was the same damn 3 pages of gender and sex bullshit.. I didn’t answer none of that and just handed it back.. She got pissed ’cause I refused to play along.. It’s like, WTF is wrong with you people??.. This isn’t anywhere near to do with medicine or reality, but it’s entirely all they care about now..

And in the exam room I spotted a flyer on the wall that was something about “chest cancer”.. Apparently, women who are getting their breasts cut off are developing cancer.. and the flyer said they’re “working hard to find answers”, and there was an offer to participate in clinical trials to be test subjects and take experimental drug poisons.. Wow.. If it’s not obvious from that that allopathy is a satanic inversion, then you’re out to lunch..

If I’m lucky, I might get that demographic form again, and have an opportunity to be obnoxious, and do some write-ins, and make up some ridiculous shit.. Maybe even demand they refer to me as a Unicorn-Fairy.. Lol..

[Eliza]

Wow, Sarah – I feel like you are a war journalist. It’s so great that you documented this gauntlet to warn us against engaging with this system in the future. Prevention really is the best medicine…going into these places and being faced with the propaganda signage alone (@kev) is so…jarring, harmful? I don’t know the words… and forces one to constantly sort of disassociate from the cognitive dissonance of the situation. Honestly, at this point, the doctor is actually doing a service because she is warning you off from her horrible “care” – Sitting in those rooms, scheduling those appointments…getting that feeling in your gut that is telling you “.get out of here now – they don’t respect you and won’t help you…” – I feel like we all have had to break up with an abusive, toxic narcissistic relationship that is the allopathic medical model. I really hope you can find someone to help you with your knee though so you can discern what your body is trying to show you! I wonder if there is a gnm association too….

[Kev]

Wow Eliza.. That was the most perfectly-worded thing ever.. So spot on.. The allopathic paradigm and system are so blatantly fraudulent and bizarre and illusory at this point for me, as I’ve entirely and completely and radically shifted from that paradigm.. Whenever I have to go into that world (and I do, because I need diabetes prescriptions), I’m literally walking into a living illusion that isn’t real, with drones drifting about in this fantasy, almost to the point that I don’t think they’re conscious like they think they are.. It’s almost like some bizarre movie scenario involving meat sacks possessed by external forces controlling their bodies.. And jeez, they just don’t give any thought to what they believe in, or what they say.. You get to the point where you see the “medical science” for what it is — dogma disguised as something real and legitimate..

The Terrain Paradigm will do this to you.. “Must be this tall to ride this ride”.. Lol..

[Eliza]

@maryschurr In the immortal words of @alfawarrior ”get your feet in the dirt…Mother Nature is your best teacher! Sometimes I feel off when I’m extra irradiated and need to ground.

@Kev There ain’t nothin that a laugh in person with a friend, a good low ommmm and some fasting won’t get moving towards release. Also: 8-9 hours of sleep a night is actually the best…I do my best work when I’m asleep? hehe

Kev: trusting the healing process…you will be stronger and better for it. I’ve literally been where you are at. The worst is when you physically isolate yourself because you don’t want to like show your rash (or whatever – that was my situation) in public. I’m only able to begin this journey now after putting in a few years of pure medical and emotional misery! But trust me: nothing lasts forever. You definitely can release and move onto your next phase and heal physically and emotionally.

regarding the private library project: I have added 4 more members! The thing that is amazing is that they are like Alfa Vedic level intelligence and health. I never spot people out here like that…in the wild. Haha One guy runs an IT company whom I met (actually was showing him qortal and trying to have a few questions answered said: you are such a a kind person! You know who you and Jed should meet – they are so much like you…here is their company…let’s all get together. (The IT guy is married to an amazing woman and has an adorable three year old – and boy does he know his stuff!)

Note: moments before meeting the IT guy of been crying – actually – I was so overwhelmed and saddened dealing with more issues with the homestead/coop property – but I’d made the decision that everything happens for a reason and to chose a “parallel reality”..and boy was I rewarded. Apparently Joeci and I are going to be like bosom spirit animal similar! Hehe now…technically they aren’t members YET…but apparently there is no way these artist, backyard chicken, spiritual, entrepreneurs won’t be fast friends with us! Helping them improve our community is meant to be (they are very active in Lunenburg). https://younameitma.com

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[maryschurr]

@ew, thank you so much for the reminder! You nailed it. Yes, things have been going on, including weather and I’ve missed out on some grounding for sure. I’ve got some weeds needing attention, so that will certainly get me focused on mother nature. I still remember Deb saying something about when something is bothering her as soon as her hands get in the garden it all fades away. And, you’re so right about person to person contact (as in the real live world! 🙂 )…that is something very much needed. Such as wise women…you and Deb!

[Eliza]

New level of transmutation heartwarming vibes unlocked! Library update: piles of books have become a bit overwhelming and what materialized? A dear friend hooked me up with some antique maple bookshelves from the public library (from the town where my parents worked, where I went to school) are being donated! 6 feet long, solid maple? And they will roll to the sides of the room during events! 🙂 the library is the “Goodnow” – talk about new meaning for the name. I can’t wait to watch someone browse through the cozy space and accidentally flip through a book in (true) science section… only to realize that viruses don’t exist! I’ll keep a few of my old scientism books peppered-in with plenty of marginalia.

[Eliza]

Spring cleaning 🧹 but it…won’t let me delete…so I’ll leave this cool calendar…

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