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[Todd and Amanda]

My wife Amanda has had a recurrent yeast infection since Jan. 1. Tried conventional OTC treatment and saw a naturopath. Followed suggestions for pau d’ arco and oregano tea, yogurt ingested and vaginal yogurt application, 2 days of a kefir fast, no sugar for a month, etc. Whenever it seems better it always comes back.

Is there an isopathic remedy here on the site that can down-shift/regulate the yeast?

Thanks!

Discussion

[Kev]

Hi Todd.. a follow-up to the post I made about tissue salts.. When I started the maintenance schedule, I knocked out the onset of two fungal situations pretty quickly (rapid improvement overnight and took about 4 days to a week for complete clearance).. At around that point, I added in the fungal isopathic that the AV store has, just as a nail in the coffin, if you will.. None of it has returned.. The isopathic is called “Para-Roqueforti”, which is a combination of Candida albicans and Penicillin fungus (if I recall correctly)..

Hope this helps..

[Todd and Amanda]

Thanks Kev! Ordered the isopathic you suggested as well as 12-in-1 and constitutional salts. Unsure about which direction (forward or backward) to go with the “bridge” salts. Forward and you get the 3 months you were not in utero, backward and you get the 3 months between your conscious and unconscious signs in human design (the unconscious/design side being based on where the planets/celestial bodies were 3 months before your birth). Very interesting, looking forward to learning more!

[Kev]

It took me a while to come to an understanding of how bridge salts are generally considered in biochemic medicine.. No one actually gives a succinct definition of them, which I had to deduce from several people talking about it, and at some point I realized it’s the period moving *forward* from time of birth to your time of conception (assuming a 9-month month gestation).. (The AV site says the bridges correspond to 3 months retrograde from time of birth, which may or may not be a mistake, but I think it might be, considering that others say the opposite)..

In other words, the definition: “Bridge salts correspond to those signs when you were not in the womb”.. I was literally frustrated for a few weeks looking for that very basic reference point.. Anyhoo..

Interesting though — only 24 out of 365 people have only 3 bridge salts technically (those born on the last day of a sign, or the first day of a sign; i.e. so-called “cuspers”).. And interesting (and I’ve not seen anyone delve into this), the constitutional salt for 241 out of 365 people is also a “bridge” salt.. Don’t know what that means functionally.. Double dose your constitutional??.. Lol.. But that’s my understand at this point..

And interesting thing about retrograde from time of birth and human design.. I don’t know *anything* about the human design system on paper, other than it’s something I’ve always understood naturally and intuitively, and I’m personally entirely plugged into that understand with regards to myself.. And when I did my human design chart recently, it was all 100% spot-on.. I’ve also been able to see the “human design” blueprint in others, especially when I get to know them, and more so now these days.. For me, the human design system runs quite parallel to astrology.. I can often guess a person’s sun and/or ascendant just from facial features.. So obvious to me..

Anyhoo.. 🙂

[Erin]

Hey Todd, below is something I’ve copied and pasted from a GNM resource I use in my studies. I hope this can be helpful! I also second Kev’s suggestion with the isopathic. Wishing your wife a full resolution and recovery!

In German New Medicine (GNM), recurrent yeast infections, particularly in the genital region, are linked to specific types of unresolved biological conflicts. These conflicts often pertain to themes of **boundaries, intimacy, or relational dynamics**. Below is a detailed explanation of the conflicts and strategies for resolution:

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### **Types of Conflicts**

1. **Boundary Violations**:

– Experiencing situations where one feels that personal or physical boundaries are being crossed.

– Examples: Unwanted advances, intrusive behavior, or situations where one’s sense of privacy is violated.

2. **Sexual Conflicts**:

– Negative experiences, guilt, or unresolved issues surrounding sexuality or intimacy.

– Examples: Fear of intimacy, feelings of inadequacy in a relationship, or betrayal by a partner.

3. **Unspoken Discomfort or Rejection**:

– Situations where one feels unable to express discomfort or say “no.”

– Examples: Tolerating unwanted interactions out of obligation or fear of confrontation.

4. **Guilt or Shame**:

– Internalized guilt about past actions or moral conflicts regarding sexual behavior or relationships.

– Examples: Feeling ashamed of one’s desires or actions, or struggling with societal judgments about relationships.

5. **Separation or Abandonment Issues**:

– A sense of losing connection with a partner or loved one.

– Examples: Emotional distance in relationships or actual separation.

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### **Strategies for Conflict Resolution**

#### **1. Identifying the Trigger**

– Reflect on events leading up to the onset or recurrence of the infection.

– Ask: *Was there an argument, an intrusive encounter, or a period of emotional stress?*

– Journaling can help uncover recurring patterns or triggers.

#### **2. Emotional Release and Processing**

– Acknowledge and process emotions tied to the conflict.

– Techniques such as talking with a trusted friend, practicing mindfulness, or seeking therapy can help release suppressed emotions.

#### **3. Setting Boundaries**

– Learn to assertively communicate and enforce personal boundaries.

– Practice saying “no” without guilt in situations where you feel uncomfortable.

#### **4. Addressing Sexual and Intimacy Issues**

– If sexual guilt or intimacy concerns are contributing factors, consider discussing these with a partner or a counselor.

– Reframe past experiences without judgment and focus on cultivating a healthy relationship with your body and sexuality.

#### **5. Conflict Resolution with Partners or Others**

– Engage in open communication with those involved in relational conflicts.

– Use “I” statements to express feelings without blame (e.g., *“I feel disrespected when…”*).

#### **6. Supporting the Healing Phase**

– Recognize that symptoms are often part of the repair process.

– Avoid antibiotics or antifungal medications that disrupt the natural healing cycle unless absolutely necessary, as these can interrupt the body’s biological program.

#### **7. Stress Reduction and Self-Care**

– Engage in stress-relieving activities like yoga, meditation, or nature walks.

– Focus on adequate sleep, hydration, and a diet that supports immune function.

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### **Reinforcing Resolution**

– **Track Progress**: Pay attention to how symptoms change as conflicts are addressed.

– **Avoid Relapses**: Minimize exposure to situations or triggers that could reactivate the conflict.

– **Seek Support**: Consider working with a GNM-informed therapist or coach to explore the connection between the psyche and physical symptoms in depth.

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[Todd and Amanda]

Thank you Erin! That looks like a great place to start. We’ll see how the cell salts, isopathic, and some in-depth journaling/reflection helps.

[Erin]

How is your wife doing?

[Todd and Amanda]

Hi Erin, thanks for asking! So far so good! A weekend of journaling based on what you wrote plus the cell salts and isopathic that Kev recommended seems to have done the trick. The doc that Barre posted on the symbio stuff suggests following up with Mucor so we ordered that.

In response to what you posted below to Kev, where are you copying this info from? Is there a book on GNM you can recommend? It is new to me but hits spot on and I’d love to have more info.

My 4 yo daughter has had recurrent dry skin since she was 1 yo. It will clear up for a while with different treatments but always seems to come back. The pediatrician said it was Eczema and prescribed a steroid cream… that was the first and last time we’ve gone to a pediatrician. Our local naturopath is great but still not at this level, if you know what I mean. You mention skin has to do with contact and boundaries, makes sense and is very interesting.

[Erin]

This is wonderful news to hear that your wife is improving!

LearningGNM.com is a great place to start. It has a ton of information and you can search various symptoms and “diseases”. Melissa Sell also has a lot of great YouTube videos.

I have actually been copying and pasting from a GNM specific chatbot that Brandon Bozarth created. So it basically draws upon all of the legit GNM resources out there. I’m in a GNM/somatic inquiry mentorship with him and he created it for his community.

As far as eczema goes, that would fall under the category of a separation conflict. It’s very common in kids nowadays because of the separation from mom and dad at a young age to go to daycare or school before they feel ready. Not sure if this is true in your daughter’s case or if it could be another type of separation. The separation can either be caused by being separated from someone we want contact with or wishing we could separate from someone but are unable to. The rash comes in the healing phase, but when it is recurrent that indicates she’s in a hanging healing meaning she is partially healing the conflict but then it is triggered again by the actual separation or something that reminds her of it (or what GNM would call stepping on a track) so the symptoms reoccur.

[Todd and Amanda]

Thank you so much! Yes, it started when I had to go back to work and flares up every so often. It makes complete sense. Absolutely incredible. I really appreciate your direction. Wow! What a wonderfully insightful community we have here!

[Erin]

https://yestolife.org.uk/wp-content/uploads/2023/04/The-Psychic-Roots-of-Disease-Bjorn-Eybl-Version-10.pdf<div>This is a wonderful free Ebook on GNM too. The author did not see eye to eye on everything with Dr. Hamer (the founder of GNM), so some GNM purists are not a fan of him and his book, but most of us in the GNM community use this book as a reference and I would highly recommend it. I actually had it printed out myself because I find it so valuable I wanted a hard copy. </div>

[Ari]

dude, so cool, ty ! love this come-unity 😉

[Erin]

https://danny-carroll.com/atopic-dermatitis-treatment/<div>
</div><div>And here is one more. Danny Carroll has a lot of free resources on his website too.</div>

danny-carroll.com

Atopic Dermatitis Treatment

Atopic dermatitis treatment. If you suffer from eczema, psoriasis, hives or urticaria, cold sores, herpes, rosacea and lupus erythematosus, chickenpox, measles, rubella, vitiligo, and warts, you will want to read this digest.

[Kev]

Oh wow, Erin, this is incredible about fungal overgrowth and the conflicts behind them.. I don’t wanna hijack Todd’s thread here, but I just gotta respond to this.. I just gotta..

In the summer of 1992, when I was 22, I caught a really horrific fungal infection of the hands and feet, and it has be recurring ever since (for 32 years).. and of course, over the years, I’ve used internal anti-fungal drugs and topical anti-fungals (all horrible poisons), just to control it when it flares up.. In my mid- to late-20s, I experienced mysterious health issues that completely wiped me out (many things connected in a web, with emotion trauma and spiritual upheavals along with, to the point that to this day I’ve not been able to synthesize a bigger picture understanding of it all).. I was so wiped out, non-functional for large periods of time, with severe depression, and being bed-ridden, etc.. Can’t even begin to tell you.. To this day, if the inside of my shoes get wet, I have to put them in the oven to dry them out, as wearing them again will give me a severe fungal outbreak.. I’m convinced also that my long-term chronic GI dysfunction is due to fungal overgrowth in the gut (alongside pharma drug usage for decades).. Working on sorting all that out.. and I often come back to the fungal overgrowth being the core of everything I have to work out.. and if I can just release that, all other things will start to release, as if it’s the dam that needs to break..

And so it’s no surprise that there was a fungal assertion I had to deal with recently (the onset of so-called fungal PCP pneumonia, so they say; and horrible oral thrush plaques).. After taking AV’s isopathic, and continuing for a few weeks with Boiron’s homeopathic Candida, for safe measure, I’m feeling pretty good, with no oral plaques, but still some congestion in the lungs here & there, and a strange blister that appears occasionally on the tip of my tongue, which I view as a continued “clearance” process..

I know, apologies for the way I carry on & on.. But I just wanted to say that the laundry list of conflicts associated with fungal overgrowth are “all the things”, some of them at the heart of my most horrific childhood traumas.. all of these things have come to the fore this year, and just recently, I explicitly worked with a facilitator on the public abandonment trauma I experience at the age of 4.. But I guess that’s just to say, and marvel at how things just line up for you and get laid out.. Jeez, just knowing this now is illuminating.. I struggled to look at this through the lens of terrain, with the question: “how could this horrific fungal overgrowth be a positive functional thing biologically??”.. as if “the fungus serves of purpose”, as if they’re the “clean-up crew” or whatever.. That was difficult to imagine, and seemed rather bogus.. now those questions appear to be answerable..

I’m gonna screenshot this laundry list.. This is good.. 🙂

[Erin]

Hey Kev, I’m happy to hear what I shared was so illuminating for you! I’ll copy and paste a bit more here that is specific to the fungal issues in the locations you described.

According to the principles of German New Medicine (GNM), fungal overgrowth on the hands, feet, mouth, and tongue can result from specific biological conflict shocks. These conflicts involve particular psychological and emotional triggers that affect corresponding tissues in the body. Here are relevant examples:

1. **Hands and Feet (Skin Fungal Overgrowth)**:

– Conflict: Separation conflicts, often described as a situation where a person feels abruptly disconnected from someone or something important.

– Biological Reasoning: The skin represents contact and boundary. A perceived or actual loss of contact may trigger a response in the corresponding areas like the hands (symbolizing giving or taking) and feet (symbolizing moving forward). These tissues may experience changes during the resolution phase, such as increased fungal activity as part of healing.

2. **Mouth and Tongue (Oral Fungal Overgrowth)**:

– Conflict: A “morsel” conflict—feeling unable to obtain or let go of something essential, metaphorically represented by the inability to “swallow” or “spit out” a situation. This might also include feelings of disgust, being silenced, or unexpressed emotions.

– Biological Reasoning: The mouth and tongue are associated with ingesting or processing both food and experiences. Conflict activity in these areas could lead to fungal proliferation during the healing process, often presenting as oral thrush or similar symptoms.

### Biphasic Healing Process:

The GNM model explains that fungal overgrowth typically occurs during the repair phase following the resolution of the conflict. In this phase, the body uses fungi or other microorganisms to break down excess or necrotic tissue as part of the healing process.

In the context of German New Medicine (GNM), Pneumocystis pneumonia (PCP) and similar fungal infections in the lungs are associated with specific biological conflicts that align with lung function and survival-related themes. These conflicts typically revolve around feelings of existential threat or suffocation. Below are the potential conflicts linked to fungal PCP pneumonia:

Conflict Triggers for PCP Pneumonia:

1. Biological Conflict:

• Fear of suffocation or death: This could be triggered by a real or perceived inability to breathe or feelings of being “choked” in life situations.

• Existential fear: A deep, life-threatening worry, often linked to survival, such as a terminal diagnosis or extreme health anxieties .

2. Lung Tissue Association:

• According to GNM, the lungs are biologically programmed to handle conflicts related to oxygen and survival. A sudden, acute “death-fright conflict” activates a biological program affecting lung tissue (alveoli). This could lead to cell proliferation in the conflict-active phase, intended to increase respiratory efficiency .

3. Healing Phase (Repair Phase):

• Once the conflict is resolved (e.g., when the perceived threat subsides), the lungs enter the repair phase. During this phase, microorganisms like fungi, including Pneumocystis jirovecii, assist in breaking down the excess tissue formed during the active conflict phase. The symptoms, such as inflammation and pneumonia, manifest during this healing phase .

Emotional Context:

• Common examples of triggering conflicts include:

• Being diagnosed with a severe illness (e.g., AIDS or cancer) that instills a fear of imminent death.

• Situations causing literal or symbolic suffocation, such as being overwhelmed by stress, financial troubles, or feeling trapped.

• Witnessing a traumatic event that creates fear for one’s life or someone else’s.

Supportive Approaches:

Resolving the underlying emotional or psychological conflict is key to addressing the condition. This involves identifying and working through the specific fears or traumas that triggered the biological response. Additionally, understanding the role of the healing phase can help manage symptoms effectively.

[Kev]

Erin!.. Thank you *so* much for taking the time to transmit this info. and text.. So nice.. I screenshotted it all and gonna need some time to sit with it and mull it over..

Still need to be honest about my relationship with GNM at this point, in that it confounds me.. For some reason, I still can’t get the basics.. I don’t know the difference between conflict phase and healing phase, etc., and how chronic illness over decades fits into the framework.. What it says here about fungus of the skin (hands & feet) as the healing phase after resolving the trauma of a loss.. I can’t say I can make any connection in this regard, and it begs the question how a healing/clearing can go on and on for 30+ years.. And just in general, still don’t understand how chronic disease is a healing phase when I can’t identify any trauma or conflict I’ve truly overcome or resolved in its entirety.. I’ve come to say, “if disease is an expression of the healing, then I should be perfectly healthy, as all those traumas are still lodged in my psyche and my field”.. (proverbially speaking)..

I’m also of the mind that things simple get lodged inside us, and it’s their being unresolved that reek havoc and set up disease conditions (not disease expression after resolution).. I’ve also had a few experiences this year where I was able to release a burden on my psyche here & there, and whatever was testing me acutely in terms of the physical, also released, and it’s profoundly tangible.. GNM sounds the opposite — disease comes after the resolution, as the clean up crew, or resolution of biological tissue adaptations, as opposed to disease being caused by unresolved trauma.. I must be missing something I keep asking myself..

But then there are times when GNM makes perfect sense.. The run-down on PCP, while I need to go over it some more, on its face, sounds exactly right.. Soon as I said, nah, this isn’t a thing, and it’s not gonna take me down, that was a quantum step-up in releasing the fear, and so the fungus cleared out quite quickly.. There was another big one recently, but I’d have to see what GNM says about it to frame it, but once I got through the fear and owned it, it resolved.. but then came back just yesterday.. so more there to consider what’s behind it..

Thanks for this Erin.. I’m gonna have to dig out the GNM guide you posted a while back.. I printed it out, but struggled to understand.. I wanna look up kidney dysfunction/shut-down, and see what that’s all about.. I’ve been able to come to a holistic understanding on it with TCM, and the interrelationships between the organs and the emotions stored there (anger, rage, fear), and there’s been such clear and obvious connections in these regards..

I think I just need to get barefoot and shirtless in the forest for a month and just rage this shit out of my system, and eat pine needles.. 🤠 🤸‍♂️

[Erin]

I had a lot of the same questions around GNM before I started studying it more in depth and learning from Brandon and others in the Circle mentorship.

Regarding chronic symptoms, that’s considered a hanging healing as you move back and forth between conflict active and healing phases. So you’re partially resolving a conflict or perhaps just a track associated with the initial conflict, so you go into a healing phase, but then you trigger the conflict again by stepping on a track (ex. A specific food, smell, time of year/season, person, place, etc.) or you could be experiencing the same conflict again because you haven’t fully resolved it in your psyche. Am I making sense? lol I feel like that was confusing, let me know!

I’ll give you a personal example. I used to have chronic neck pain starting when I was around 12. Neck pain is the result of an intellectual self devaluation conflict/not feeling smart enough. I always excelled in school, but I had a teacher who caught me off guard asking me a question I didn’t know the answer to in front of my whole class and that was my initial conflict (to my psyche it was acutely dramatic, isolating and caught me on “the wrong foot” which Dr. Hamer would say are the criteria for a conflict shock, it does not need to be a big T trauma). Unknown to me every time I was in that class I was stepping on tracks/reminders of the initial conflict. During the conflict active of a self devaluation conflict the muscle tissues are broken down without symptoms. Then came summer break and I began having progressively worse neck pain to the point of extremely painful spasms by the 4th of July which I can remember so clearly because I had to miss out on all the fun with my friends that year because I was in so much pain. The pain was the result of my muscle tissues regenerating which causes a lot of inflammation/fluid flowing to the area to heal it. I had no idea at the time of course, but every time from that point on in my life that my psyche perceived someone else making me feel “not smart enough” it was me stepping on a track and re-triggering the whole process again. It was so bad for about 10 years when I worked for a chiropractor in my 20s who always made me feel dumb and looked down on me. For me, another track was tomatoes which I loved and always had a slice on my sandwiches at school lunch, so I’m pretty sure I had eaten a tomato that day that the original conflict happened. For years I associated tomatoes with my neck pain, but once I connected the dots and healed the self devaluation conflict through making this connection I can eat tomatoes now with no issues! In the past even one bite of tomato would make my neck pain flare up almost instantly. Sometimes it may take more to heal the conflict that just connecting the dots, and honestly healing it for me also came with a lot of inner work and cultivating self love and acceptance for all of my parts. Hope this helps using my personal example!

[Kev]

Yes, that does help!.. I was reading about the conflict active and tracks, and resolution, and hanging conflict, etc., what you said may not make sense, I thought, well, an example for contextual understand would help.. And then you gave one.. Lol.. Perfectly illustrated I might add..

That kind of context and example makes it tangible for me.. very much so.. And the neck example reminds me of he fact that I have chronic neck pain, to the point that when I was in my 20’s, I went through several years where it was so bad I spent most of my days horizontal with pillows under my head to keep it in the specific position, because holding my head up was so challenging, even just sitting in a chair.. to this day I can’t look up at the sky or ceiling, or if I have to change a ceiling light bulb, it’s this whole dramatic excruciating painful experience angling my head up in that direction.. I had stabbing nerve pain radiating out of my neck down under my shoulder blades and then up into and under the skull, for years.. Excruciating.. I described it as ice picks jammed up under my skull into my cranium.. and I “pulled” something out of alignment in my neck on 2 occasions, spaced 3 months apart, to the degree that I couldn’t move my head and had to clasp my neck with my hand to “hold it together”.. wasn’t sure if it was a slipped disk or what, but the second time I experienced full paralysis in one of my legs from the knee down for 6 months..

All that to say — man, I’d love to find a GNM consultant to work with me in a very active way and just go through the laundry list of shit and work through it, so I can get a roadmap for the what’s what, and the pathway back to the original trauma and memories, and so I can see how I tracked all over that shit through the years.. So many things I could point to from over the years — the neck just being one example that’s still a thing today..

Currently, I’m experiencing kidney failure.. I hate even saying those words.. Today has been a tough day.. I can barely stand up or stay awake, and my urine is clear as water.. I’m feeling very toxic, like poison is coursing through me.. And I’m pissed.. When I used chlorine dioxide in 2023, I adding in DMSO per Jim Humble’s direction.. turns out, it’s diuretic and caused kidney damage.. it launched me into chronic diuresis for no less than 9 months, even after I quit taking it.. I was pissing massive amounts in the overnight, to the degree that I knew I had to start measuring it.. I urinating 4-6 per night and pissed out no less than a quart at a time (gallon and half per night minimum).. and the worst example was just a little over 2 gallons in one night.. seriously.. 9 months this went on.. it resolved earlier this year, but one thing or another triggered kidney shutdown 2+ months ago.. So, y’all, stay away from Jim Humble’s nonsense..

I tried to reference that book you posted, The Psychic Source of Disease (or whatever the specific title).. I printed it out, but I haven’t had the mind power these days to take it on.. I tried.. I just can’t read and understand like I used to.. I used to be a non-stop voracious reader, but have only read one book in the past 16 years, and it’s one I read before.. I’ve referenced a few others (guide books or information), and tried to read like 3 or 4 others, but couldn’t get through them.. So the Psychic Source book was just really difficult.. I’m really high IQ, and so this is embarrassing, but my mind just isn’t processing words anymore.. I get dizzy sometimes trying to make sense of words on my screen..

All that to say — I’ve shifted to being experiential and learning from conversation and other’s experience and knowledge, for the most part.. That’s why you’ll see me raging with frustration trying to find information.. Just distill it, that’s all I need.. Lol..

Anyhoo, rough day, and I’m going on again..

Thanks for the example.. That helps.. I’m printing a bunch of shit at the library tomorrow, so I got a bunch of your screenshots planned, especially the fungal stuff.. I dunno.. I lose track so easily..

[Erin]

I hope today is a better day, Kev!

To make the book easier to digest, I would suggest going to the index to look up issues specific to you and only focus on those, don’t worry about trying to read it all.

Can you try to go back and scan your memories for a conflict(s) that made you feel abandoned, isolated, triggered existential or financial fears, or feeling like a refugee/fish out of water?

What you’re describing with the kidney failure and excessive urine output is a kidney collecting tubules/KCT conflict. In conflict active you retain water as a survival mechanism as your body is trying to conserve resources (this can sometimes lead to weight gain and/or excessive fluid retention in the abdomen aka ascites, but not always). Once you resolve the conflict you will urinate excessively and some people may experience night sweats and feel very fatigued with brain fog as well.

When the excessive urination goes on for such a long time as in your case it could either be because you were in conflict active for a very long time and/or you are in that hanging healing state of partial resolution and then stepping on tracks which triggers the process all over again.

I know you take cell salts; are you taking nat mur with nat sulph to support your fluid balance? Do you use any sea salt in your water or take any of AV’s new zero point gold products to help remineralize since you are losing so much fluid?

[Kev]

Hey Erin.. I’m gonna come back to this and give a good reply, as this is some really good stuff.. I’ll revisit the Psychic Roots book as well.. But for now I’m logging off for the evening.. don’t let me forget to come back to this!..

[Kev]

Hey Erin.. I revisited the Psychic Roots book today and couldn’t make any sense of it, which was my initial frustration.. the way it’s written, with acronyms, and undefined words, and incomplete sentence fragments, etc. — my mind just doesn’t follow it.. The pages on kidneys made zero sense to me.. it was like reading a foreign language..

But it also brings me back to the point that GNM just may not be for me.. I’ve seen enough that I think it’s valuable, to the point that I *tried* to get a consultation arrangement with Brandon, but that failed.. and I’ve dismissed it altogether, and come back to it, seeing that there’s something valuable in it.. At this point, I’m so frustrated just trying to understand the system of thought, and I don’t seem to be getting it, or I have some block that it can’t get through to me.. I just need basic definitions of terms and how the system works dynamically.. I’m missing something, or it’s just not being laid out.. when I listen to the likes of Melissa or Brandon, I yell at my screen something like, “you’re *not* explaining it!”.. they just jump to “healing phase” without laying out the system in a coherent way..

It would be like talking about a complex mechanical system or machine, and expecting comprehension from someone, when you haven’t even taught the basics of Newtonian physics, or described each moving part, and *then* how the parts are connected.. That’s how my mind works.. Just straightforward..

I might just have some sort of stubborn blockage to this stuff getting into my head.. I think my hang-up, primarily, is the idea that disease only happens when you resolve your trauma.. Again, that would make me a shining example of perfect health at this point.. I just don’t get it..

And I apologize for the snark.. it’s been a somewhat rough day again.. yet, I’m holding back in a big way.. you don’t deserve for me to dump my rage on you.. Lol.. You’re a good and kind soul.. 😊

At this point, it looks like urine therapy is coming back into the picture as my best bet.. and, I’m going to look into Dragon’s Blood for its antioxidant superpowers.. If I budget correctly, I can get that and enough enema coffee for a daily (as opposed to 2x/week).. At this point, antioxidation needs to be a priority, and I know the homeopathic “feedback loop” that is urine therapy is a potent medicine.. The “cancer” that was growing out of my spine last year, which I [near mostly] cleared with urine, has come back, along with numbing in my back, and my arms and hands, and stabbing pinched nerve pain, and fingers that lock up when I bend them.. And it appears these brown spots showing up all over my skin now are proliferating, which is likely Karposi’s Sarcoma, an AIDS-related cancer.. But shhhh, that doesn’t exist.. proven so.. (now there’s some snark, for sure)..

So, shifting to a focus on urine and antioxidation.. Don’t know how the kidneys will hold up during this, especially since I need to largely dial back the herbal medicines on the daily, which is the only thing keeping things at all functional.. Urine though is probably the best thing to kick the kidneys out of whatever funk is clogging them up..

Trying to figure this out, and it would be easy to say that I’m alone in this, and not getting the help or information I need, but that’s not true.. There are a few angels in the community that have been looking out, and helping, and guiding, and you’re one of them.. So don’t let my snark and rage and anger land on you too harshly.. Lol.. Only love.. 💜

[Erin]

I feel your love, soul brother, and sending it right back to you. Wishing you all the best 💜

I recently learned about a company called Aetherea Life run by Michael Leger who is a supporter of the United States Psychotronics Association that I’m a member of. He used to work for Uriel Pharmacy which I think is a fantastic homeopathic company, but his own product line at Aetherea life looks really amazing. I just ordered some of his Tune Up remedies which combine gem elixirs, flower essences and homeopathy for a bioenergetic approach to healing. He has a specific kidney remedy that made me think of you. I’ll share the link in case you’re interested.

https://aetherea.life

aetherea.life

aetherea – products for your health

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[Kev]

Oh yes, Michael Leger!.. I’ve interacted with him a few times in this community.. I just re-read his biography and education, and I literally salivate when I read those words.. (though there’s maybe a better word than “salivate”??.. lol).. I want to learn all those things, especially things like translating magnetic field information into sound & music.. Boom..

Is this the kidney formula you mentioned?:

https://aetherea.life/shop/tune-up/tune-up-kidney/

[Erin]

Yes that’s the one! And how cool, I had no idea he was here in the AV community too. I so know what you mean when reading his bio I had a similar reaction haha!

[Kev]

Yeah, the energy research program and healing center I’m envisioning and want to put together is right up the alley of his expertise.. I literally want to learn all of what he knows, as well as pour over the reams of notes the likes of Randy Masters have put together over the decades.. Lol.. I need assistance..

[Kev]

Also, looked over the practitioners on Aetherea’s list, and there’s a homeopath here in Portland.. I’d come across this guy’s name before, and now that he’s in this realm of using mineral and crystal sound medicine, I’mma reach out to him.. all about it..

[Ari]

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[Erin]

Yes I believe Melissa Sell offers one on one sessions still. Dr. Andi Locke-Mears and Danny Carroll are good resources as well. And the 3 things that fall outside the scope of GNM are poisoning, injury and malnutrition.

[Ari]

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[Todd and Amanda]

Update: Doing great! Had a bit of a recurrence of symptoms right after my last update saying all good. I then did a round of isopathic Mucor, as recommended in the doc that Barre has posted on isopathics. I also added the Gold Matrix by AV. Thanks again for all the help and insight offered here! Much love to you all.

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